A Promise to Keep

I think too much, so I’ve been told; and I agree whole-heartedly. True, ‘What-ifs’ and ‘Have you ever thought abouts’ often leaves us with an unsettling feeling. There are too many possibilities that the future holds; which one of the paths will we take? I cannot say for sure. Who knows what tomorrow will bring. Then again, if you know me, and know me well, you would understand that I need to feel that I can control my future. I need to know that I have at least thought about it, and understand the possible consequences of our present choices.

The choice I… No, ‘we’ made, was not, and is not an easy one. Who knows how things will unravel. I can’t help thinking, I really can’t. This is how I work, and admittedly, not the best way to work. I shouldn’t have imposed this on you, and made things so difficult. I know I am to blame for this, and I know you work differently from me.

I know I need to change this trait of mine. Trying to be less rigid. *Sigh* I really am... Give me time. Gradually; slowly but surely, I suppose I will learn.

A person of contentious nature. Sounds like yours truly, doesn’t it?

No more arguments for now. It’s time to do something about this, or it will never end, this incessant cacophony of arguments. Working towards ‘no more’. A promise I shall keep, for I agree that there is not point in wasting time on quarrels.